`Thursday, August 19, 2004;__
Do u care?
Lets have another post for today since i'm free now. oh shud i say tt i m 'free' coz i dun have the damn mood to study. i dunnoe y too. i am so lost now.. u said u care for me, u love me, u understand me the most ? let me tell u... U DUN! if u love me so much u wud be there when i nid u but U DUN! okay fine be tt way then.. i m not interested of wad u gonna explain coz i dun wish to give a damn abt tt.
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So obviously i got damn pissed off the later part of the sch hour when we r havin chinese ! well i jus asked huiteng y is it tt guang ming every time borrow money from sec 1 & tt geraldine heard me i guess so yea she told Roy & jonathan sim .. so at the same time they stared at me & give me those fucking looks as if i said sth tt s sooo wrong k. so yea i went lk ' hey y r u all showin me tt kind of cheebye face ? ' so yea geraldine ofcuz she wudnt have the damn gut to look at me so only sim replied ' not lookin at u rite?' den i goes lk 'yea ya rite not lookin at me ' den joni dun wanna see us quarrel lo so he goes lk ' oh he is lookin at huiteng' haiz so fuckk up okay.. everything seem so wrong today. rowenna cried AGAIN! she said tt nobody lks her coz they dun wan her to be their kor or mei tts so childish alrite! so yea she scolded geraldin lk so damn loud is lk " GERALDINE I HATE U !!" hahaz so farnie first time in my whole sia.. so yea i was lk damn shuang when she scolded her... such a bitch i think she deserve tt! so yea i wud never pity her ...-__- chew dun scold me if u happen to read this!!! tell u hte truth lah she dun deserve u okay she so flirt tt she only try to get close to roy so yea dun waste ur time mann... -__-
[this post seems for me to throw my anger here i guess..]
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After sch went lot 1 to pay phone bill wif amanda & veron .. my gawd i brought $800 plus to sch end up i left only lk few dollars.. haiz phone bill damn high loh. sob sob* okie after tt went walk around loh actually we wanna go home but decided to stay for awhile .. wanted to eat at long john but they said no $$ . so yea damn sianz loh went home after the window shoppin ... -___-
yups tta wad happened today! muackerzzz is loggin off now. buaiz... ciao...
//* i dun wish to give a damn of wad u gonna explain so save ur breath*\\
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